Dark Knocks.

The demons trapped in me
For years I believe
The destroyers of senses
Burning down to ashes
But very well tamed
To the dawn of the blamed
For the beginning to the end
The demons beckons again
The truth of the world
I lie in bed curled
For the years of pain
Wondering what I was to gain
Soon my solitude stolen
I dreamt of them crawling

Locked up in a cage
The very controlled rage
The pretentious stage
The feeling so strange
The life I've deranged
It's time they are chained
Because one may never know
When they come knocking again.

Trippy sands ashore.

In the dreamy nights
Sitting by the grave tides
I see warriors out of sand
With their swords they take a stand
With every hit the sand blows

Only to see back it flows

With wind the only enemy
Her eyes were plain dreamy
The darkness dilating
Tides were heard rising
With stars in the ocean diving
She listens to the great violins
The sand send shivers up her spine
While she walks they are there to climb
The smell of roses draws her close
The key to the dark chambers now exposed
A hand now crawls on her back
With shivers turning to jitters she falls
A bright light now bursting inside her head
She wonders if this was life after death
She hears noises from above
Her hands now felt cuffed

Years from that day
There were stories shared
Of a maidens lover
who did not the least care
When the big day arrived
Of love she was deprived

A gulp from the atored chalice
A few moments from then
She was assured of the knights malice
In her white dress she left for the sea
And that was the beginning of some hardcore tripping.

Hum.

A potion in the hand

Eyes that stared with oceans in them

A deep breath taken

Smile.

Pictures in her mind

A soul so confined

Millions of things

Wanting to be left behind

But no.

The night seemed longer

How she wished to be a goner

A heart wrenching face stood there

Even after years  so hard to bear

Like a blade slicing through

Nice and slow

The liquid messing with her mind

Need a quiet place to unwind

There’s darkness hidden

In a corner forbidden

Once where a knight was let in

Who committed a deadly sin

The fallen angel was slain

Leaving the soul stained

Today she stands numb

Her life nothing

But a silent hum...

There

She bid farewell to her people
Walking on the wet path
The rain drops kissed her forehead
Telling her not to go ahead
With every step she took
She thought of all the books
Promised her there would be light
There would be love,
There would be peace,
There would be an end to all the grief
For years and years she did wait
Trying to make this a better place
Showering love around
But all the pain did was escalate
She stood at the edge of the cliff
Just another step and all of it would go away
Just a little more and all would be astray
She now sat down
And thought about something she always wanted
She smiled with teary eyes
Oh! The little hut on the hill,
Where she would stay with him
Him leaving was all she dreaded
The cruel world had taken him away
For such a man he did potray
She felt him beside her
As the soft wind kissed her cheek
She promised she wouldn't be weak
Life had taught her
Promises were meant to be broken
To be torn into a million pieces
To be crushed
To be crumbled
She took half a step
And how she wished she'd get to see him again
She took another step
And there he was
She saw him stare
When she fell...

Silence

The silent thoughts
The silent smile
The silent touch
The silent smirk
The silent broken cover
of a silent broken record
sitting on a silent shelf
In a silent room
Of a silent girl
With a silent heart
Which smiles silently.

:)

The Final Step

The sky roared aloud
While she sat there astound
A day had gone
Of the summer forlorn
The drops now touching
Her velvety skin
The day the wind
Stood still
Her thoughts still
Vague
The smoke lifted up
Like its trait
Another drag of death
She thinks about her
Final bed
Is it too soon?
OR maybe not
There comes a whisper
Saying never to give up
But the world isn't
meant for her she says
The truth too much
for her to take
She wishes everything to forget
But no
She thus takes her Final Step.

To Reveal or Not?

Would it be wrong if
I bring to a halt
or maybe just
wait for another song?
Feelings are mysterious
And so is life and death
Like an untold story
Is the end always gory?
A masked soul maybe
to make others happy
Is it like a drop of water
Blending with it all just to cover?
the beauty, the smile, the radiance
or maybe tears, pain and
sorrow is all?
such is the mystery
which continues and waits
to be Revealed - or Not.

The Journey

A Light comes in

Spreads it's essence around

Wound in years of lessons

Of polishing the true gems

Which lies in the mirror

Of the soul

With miles of stories untold

In the places so far unknown

Abandoned even by ones shadow

Turn and walk away

And yet not fade away

Like the mysteries exist

And the grave persists

And all hope is gone

Remember

The Soul lives on.

The Fallen Angel

The Fallen Angel did rise

But she sure had to pay a price

Of the gifts she had within

Were frayed apart bleeding

She sat in the woods thinking

If life was for surviving or living

Often those took her wrong

But no one knew

She was the one forlorn

One by one killed her dreams

And no one heard her silent screams

A smile that never wore out

Was now breaking out to shout

The threshold to her life was forever

Sealed

And all she did was

BREATH...

The Damsel

The damsel walks through the boulevard
She listens to the whispers of the wind
She recalls her past and it pierces the pieces of her heart
Her eyes now watering, she silently smiles
As she remembers the times spent wit her beloved
She knows the times will never come again
She's living a life of pure lie and disdain
There lies another story in her
The real self that is always covered
The pain in her eyes can be seen
The beauty that makes others keen

She slowly enters the cemetery
And swiftly passes through the trees
Follows the path which leads her to the grave
She lays by it and tries to be brave
Tries not to shed a tear tries not to break
Tries to be strong
She sure is forlorn...

She loved him then...
She loves him still..
And she knows
she forever will...

with or without u...

Sitting alone here

Surrounded by all my fears

I cant express the way I feel

Its like nothing here is real...

Remembering the past makes me smile

For once...

I re live the best days of my life

When we were together

The times that can come again never

Sitting here by your grave

And to feel you once I crave

Moments seen like an eternity

Was this really our destiny...

I hold our memories together

Those that I can cherish forever

But the tears don’t stop ever

I guess not until we are

Again together…

Life: A Mystery...

Life a mystery
with joy and sorrow
with never ending feelings
that we burrow

A beautiful combination
of love and hate
of war and peace
a never ending mystery

A mystery to solve
a life to live
where our tears dissolve
searching for the one
special gift

Life a mystery
waiting to be revealed
life a religion
in which we believe

Life is destiny
its what its meant to be
life a cradle of
filth and misery

this is what we see: life as
but no
life a beautiful mystery
waiting to reveal the
Truth in Me...

Love...

Love…
The best and the worst thing
That one can go through
Some die of the pain
They’re the ones who
Don’t find it true
The ones who suffer till the end
The one’s who do not even know
How it could have been if they found
“Love”
Now the death they face everyday
And to die once and for all is
now what they pray
Everyday…
Little by little they meet their end
But never regret that to someone
Once their heart was lent
That once that they lived
An eternity
But was it ever meant to be?
Hmm…
Not for once
Did they find
Love…

Missing You...

you know being this far...
watching these beautiful stars...
i feel the moments
we spent are so few...
the only thing i wish for now
is to be with you
to be in your arms
just forever...
and asking you to leave me never
just see your soulful eyes
until the very end of life...

Navjot K. Gill

waiting

waiting on for you to come
it's been a long time since we met
but every time we do we become so numb
is this numbness some words?
is this some kind of fear?
something which is wordless...

i just don't know what to do
all i have to do is
wait for you
wait for the next time we meet
feel the numbness again
understand the silent words
and think of the moment it all began

face to face
eye to eye
and wishing the feeling to never die
wondering whether all this is a lie
waiting on for you to come
to feel the feeling so numb
to listen to the silent words...

Navjot K. Gill