Dark Knocks.

The demons trapped in me
For years I believe
The destroyers of senses
Burning down to ashes
But very well tamed
To the dawn of the blamed
For the beginning to the end
The demons beckons again
The truth of the world
I lie in bed curled
For the years of pain
Wondering what I was to gain
Soon my solitude stolen
I dreamt of them crawling

Locked up in a cage
The very controlled rage
The pretentious stage
The feeling so strange
The life I've deranged
It's time they are chained
Because one may never know
When they come knocking again.

Trippy sands ashore.

In the dreamy nights
Sitting by the grave tides
I see warriors out of sand
With their swords they take a stand
With every hit the sand blows

Only to see back it flows

With wind the only enemy
Her eyes were plain dreamy
The darkness dilating
Tides were heard rising
With stars in the ocean diving
She listens to the great violins
The sand send shivers up her spine
While she walks they are there to climb
The smell of roses draws her close
The key to the dark chambers now exposed
A hand now crawls on her back
With shivers turning to jitters she falls
A bright light now bursting inside her head
She wonders if this was life after death
She hears noises from above
Her hands now felt cuffed

Years from that day
There were stories shared
Of a maidens lover
who did not the least care
When the big day arrived
Of love she was deprived

A gulp from the atored chalice
A few moments from then
She was assured of the knights malice
In her white dress she left for the sea
And that was the beginning of some hardcore tripping.

Hum.

A potion in the hand

Eyes that stared with oceans in them

A deep breath taken

Smile.

Pictures in her mind

A soul so confined

Millions of things

Wanting to be left behind

But no.

The night seemed longer

How she wished to be a goner

A heart wrenching face stood there

Even after years  so hard to bear

Like a blade slicing through

Nice and slow

The liquid messing with her mind

Need a quiet place to unwind

There’s darkness hidden

In a corner forbidden

Once where a knight was let in

Who committed a deadly sin

The fallen angel was slain

Leaving the soul stained

Today she stands numb

Her life nothing

But a silent hum...

There

She bid farewell to her people
Walking on the wet path
The rain drops kissed her forehead
Telling her not to go ahead
With every step she took
She thought of all the books
Promised her there would be light
There would be love,
There would be peace,
There would be an end to all the grief
For years and years she did wait
Trying to make this a better place
Showering love around
But all the pain did was escalate
She stood at the edge of the cliff
Just another step and all of it would go away
Just a little more and all would be astray
She now sat down
And thought about something she always wanted
She smiled with teary eyes
Oh! The little hut on the hill,
Where she would stay with him
Him leaving was all she dreaded
The cruel world had taken him away
For such a man he did potray
She felt him beside her
As the soft wind kissed her cheek
She promised she wouldn't be weak
Life had taught her
Promises were meant to be broken
To be torn into a million pieces
To be crushed
To be crumbled
She took half a step
And how she wished she'd get to see him again
She took another step
And there he was
She saw him stare
When she fell...

Silence

The silent thoughts
The silent smile
The silent touch
The silent smirk
The silent broken cover
of a silent broken record
sitting on a silent shelf
In a silent room
Of a silent girl
With a silent heart
Which smiles silently.

:)

The Final Step

The sky roared aloud
While she sat there astound
A day had gone
Of the summer forlorn
The drops now touching
Her velvety skin
The day the wind
Stood still
Her thoughts still
Vague
The smoke lifted up
Like its trait
Another drag of death
She thinks about her
Final bed
Is it too soon?
OR maybe not
There comes a whisper
Saying never to give up
But the world isn't
meant for her she says
The truth too much
for her to take
She wishes everything to forget
But no
She thus takes her Final Step.

To Reveal or Not?

Would it be wrong if
I bring to a halt
or maybe just
wait for another song?
Feelings are mysterious
And so is life and death
Like an untold story
Is the end always gory?
A masked soul maybe
to make others happy
Is it like a drop of water
Blending with it all just to cover?
the beauty, the smile, the radiance
or maybe tears, pain and
sorrow is all?
such is the mystery
which continues and waits
to be Revealed - or Not.