with or without u...

Sitting alone here

Surrounded by all my fears

I cant express the way I feel

Its like nothing here is real...

Remembering the past makes me smile

For once...

I re live the best days of my life

When we were together

The times that can come again never

Sitting here by your grave

And to feel you once I crave

Moments seen like an eternity

Was this really our destiny...

I hold our memories together

Those that I can cherish forever

But the tears don’t stop ever

I guess not until we are

Again together…

Life: A Mystery...

Life a mystery
with joy and sorrow
with never ending feelings
that we burrow

A beautiful combination
of love and hate
of war and peace
a never ending mystery

A mystery to solve
a life to live
where our tears dissolve
searching for the one
special gift

Life a mystery
waiting to be revealed
life a religion
in which we believe

Life is destiny
its what its meant to be
life a cradle of
filth and misery

this is what we see: life as
but no
life a beautiful mystery
waiting to reveal the
Truth in Me...

Love...

Love…
The best and the worst thing
That one can go through
Some die of the pain
They’re the ones who
Don’t find it true
The ones who suffer till the end
The one’s who do not even know
How it could have been if they found
“Love”
Now the death they face everyday
And to die once and for all is
now what they pray
Everyday…
Little by little they meet their end
But never regret that to someone
Once their heart was lent
That once that they lived
An eternity
But was it ever meant to be?
Hmm…
Not for once
Did they find
Love…

Missing You...

you know being this far...
watching these beautiful stars...
i feel the moments
we spent are so few...
the only thing i wish for now
is to be with you
to be in your arms
just forever...
and asking you to leave me never
just see your soulful eyes
until the very end of life...

Navjot K. Gill

waiting

waiting on for you to come
it's been a long time since we met
but every time we do we become so numb
is this numbness some words?
is this some kind of fear?
something which is wordless...

i just don't know what to do
all i have to do is
wait for you
wait for the next time we meet
feel the numbness again
understand the silent words
and think of the moment it all began

face to face
eye to eye
and wishing the feeling to never die
wondering whether all this is a lie
waiting on for you to come
to feel the feeling so numb
to listen to the silent words...

Navjot K. Gill